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Pine

by Pllush

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1.
WAYN 04:15
taking up all your time, it never felt right, though I still sleep just fine either way. no, I don’t have the time to listen to you say everything that you’d like to today. who are you now, are you now? who are you now, are you now? maybe you’ve been misplaced, or maybe you’re alone. pushing others away won’t help you build a home. all the things that we know, we’ll never hear you say ‘cause you’d rather just whine than say it to my face. who are you now, are you now? who are you now, are you now? but if you come back, I’ll fall like a leaf to your feet. but they pull us apart, tearing at the sutures where we meet. who are you now, are you now? who are you now, are you now?
2.
hide out like I do fear not, it’s all for you don’t you ever think about the way you sound to me wishing I could figure out exactly what you mean got me walking around with my head hanging down one more head in the ground with my head hanging down I ache for the truth you never smile like you used to hollowed out and nothing now, I take a vow to see everything I could’ve done and everything I’ll be got me walking around with my head hanging down one more head in the ground with my head hanging down got me walking around with my head hanging down one more head in the ground with my head hanging down
3.
thought I wanted to kill you, but I just wanted to keep you still. there’s no one left who can thrill you, but I still really like the sound of my name when you say it. I just wanted to hold you, I just wanted to break your arms. stayed in bed til the sunset, I just wanted to see if you still looked soft in the dark. but your legs won’t stop shaking, I’m honestly not done drinking yet. and your head won’t stop humming, and that buzz ain’t the one we thought we were working for. our bed’s a mess when you’re in it, my head’s a mess when you’re not at home. I’ll always know that I’ll miss it, every night on the road, I don’t wanna know where you’re going. when you’re a ghost will you haunt me? ‘cause heaven knows I’ll need you around. it’s a hard pill to swallow, but please don’t save me when I choke.
4.
not content with where you stand, so you just look at older pictures of you and me and she and we until you drop dead in your bedroom say the same thing every time, with same old words, a different rhyme you want them back so get in line hold your breath, pretend it never happened keeping up with all my thoughts won't make it better and putting things inside my body won't make me happy but if I try, I know I'll always laugh after I choke and if I die, I will know that I'll have said all I need before I go
5.
The Hex 03:17
darling it’s true, it’s been some time I’m afraid of everything except for this so keep me up please don’t stop wasting my time I can’t do anything, I sure can’t keep you off my mind and I wait at your doorway for you to wake up not a thing I wouldn’t do for the space we take up and you called in the morning but you were asleep just a deer in the headlights with my blood running deep darling don’t move, just go to sleep here take my arms and legs, my body is now yours to keep hold me close and when you leave remain in broken bones and muscle that you’ve left for me so I wait at your doorway for you to wake up see your back under blankets and I’m back looking tough but if you come back calling my neck might relax yeah the cold is compelling I pray spring won’t come back darling when they leave will I be here? when you burn out what if I’m gone before smoke starts to clear? so roll the knife over real slow ‘cause scars are all that’s left to let me know that you’re still my home
6.
Lake 02:48
if I tell the truth, I don’t want it to end after a year of thought, I don’t want to be friends if there’s a hook in you, there’s a hook in me if there’s a lake you like, then a lake I will be for you oh the way you think makes me want to destroy you after I blew you off, you should want to destroy me too if there’s a hook in you, there’s a hook in me too if there’s a lake you like, then that’s where I will be too waiting for you wading for you
7.
Teeth 03:03
Talk to me in your sleep Of all the places you'll go and the people you'll be I wanna die in your dreams Please don't talk about me And I don't know what to think I'm sick of finding myself at the end of a drink What use am I to you If I can't stand on my feet You keep grinding your teeth Do me no harm, rip me apart at the seams I'll steal the pain from your bones I'll make it mine when you leave Self destruction to spite your existence Decompress, beat me into submission Resolution: a longing for distance Other side of the bed, a display of indifference Said you wanted to die, I think I know what you meant Peace of mind in an empty head

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released April 11, 2015

Recorded in January at Different Fur Studios by Patrick Brown
Mixed by Sean Paulson at Different Fur Studios
Mastered by Patrick Haight at Spot On Sounds
Cover Art: Photo by Dyl Lettering by Stan
Thank you Trey for being a good roommate sorry we didn't tell you you're the cover beforehand

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